when I said
I am going to cut
my hair
I tried to tell you
something
but maybe
I was too vague
now it's too late
and with my head
so much lighter
my heart got
so much more heavy
and there are
no more words
I can now
comb my hair
for the very first time
in months
and I feel bad about it
I stay up all night
because sleep felt
so much better
with my hand in yours
